When He called upon me, I was not at all prepared. It was too soon. I was not ready. I was not worthy. I knew nothing. I was surprised, unwilling, unable and afraid. "How can you ask someone like me?" I said. "Can't you see how bad I am? I have no education, no skills and many people know me to be an adulterer, a thief, a proud man, a liar and a black sheep, plus more than I can't think of right now?"

"These are the qualifications you need." He said. "It's a tough job, the most demanding, no pay, no reward in sight, dealing with everyone's problems, taking them upon yourself to show them how all can be solved with me, and also to have the patience and love to persist until all are changed? My priests, teachers, parents and lawmakers are all struggling, but in you, I believe to help them while helping yourself.

“The one diploma you must show is 'LOVE' for your fellow man. It is I that you then love.  Imagine how I love you to seek you!  I need you to give the love I give you to those before me.  Ask no questions, as all the answers will be given you by the love you will show for your fellow man.  I have left you all free, out of love for you. Is it not so that a day comes that even if you know your dear ones will hurt themselves that you must let go?  Are you allowed to live someone else's life for them?  Yet be there when they fall, they will find you.  Isn't exercise of pain?  Let it keep you fit.  Will you not live longer with a healthy body and mind?  Pain and struggles are meant for one to learn how to avoid them!  I will support you like crutches but unless you try to move your feet I will not walk for you.  I need many crutches like you," He said. "...since many know me not.  Can one lean on you without both of you falling?  Therefore, you must know how to get up yourself in order to help others get up.  It is why even if I communicate with you, I allowed you to fall so that no one will see themselves as unable to be as good as you yet they will admire you in your strength to get up.  Is it wrong for you to love as you do?  No.  It is beautiful; it is equally beautiful for someone to love you too.  Choose not yet accept to be loved, but equally. It is why many find it hard to choose when they know they should not.  It will be clear soon, very soon, for My Will is to be done, yet it always was.  Understand the quiet feeling in many to have hurt someone so much.  It is why I give them all to regret it very deeply.  Only then it will matter not anymore who is who, for the time is now so near, yet so far for the unknowing of me. When I so chose you I also chose all, but I must give all a chance to show their love for their fellow man.  It would be then unfair otherwise.  It is also why, before you, many came and left great marks on this world by the love they had for their fellow man.  How much does your mark show?  How much will it show?  Yet, it must have a great impact on the world to be effective, yet you must not do it to be seen!  Remain how you are; stop not even alone for I am with you even then.  Be an example by your life but do it not to be seen!  The place you prepare for your fellow man by giving up your own is the place you prepare for yourself before me.  Believe me precious Son, you are beautiful to me, just as beautiful as the ones I give you to service in his or her pains.  Therefore, the pain in your heart is the look of love to me, your Father above.  When two people hurt together, they are honoring me in their pain, providing that one hurts for the other one's pain, while the other's pain is diminishing by the love of that one. Stop not beloved Son, for your many brothers and sisters are in great pains.  Love them with all your heart.  It is I then that you love.  Do it for yourself in serving others.  I love you. I am above all, yet within all, for it is only there that I am, yet within you.  If you can't feel me within, find me in your fellow men it is, then that you will feel me and know me within you.

"If many times you feel lonely and down, don't look around!  Look within for within only you will find me.  But how can one look within if he or she is unhappy because he or she is blind?  Call on me “HELP!”  Then, I will be before you in a disguise, as no one ever feels worthy of me.  The friends you seek are also seeking you, yet both are seeking Me in each other but both are blind. If a dog could lead the blind man, why can't the man lead man? Of course, all are blind. It is why we train dogs! I guess it is why dog is man's best friend.

"Let's turn men into puppies for training of a blind person's dog must begin when he is a puppy!  How pleasant it will be for the puppy woman to lead the blind man, and for puppy man to lead the blind woman!  Only then can the cure to all blindness be achieved for all would be in love.  Will you be the first men's best friend 'puppy women'? Will you be women's best friend 'puppy men'?

“Go be merry and happy, for I am within all of you.

“Love, Your Father”