September 8, 2009

It’s impossible that He knows me because He’s dead. 

I couldn’t say anything like this when I was a boy because my mother would surely be angry with me if she knew that I believed this. 

When I was older, I grew a beard.  It looked terrible.  I wanted to shave it off because it looked terrible.  The Spirit said to me, “Look at Me.”  (on the Holy Shroud).
“I knew you before you existed.  Look at Me.”  He showed me myself with the beard, on the image of the Shroud.  Then, with myself, I saw my mother and my father, all together. I was shown that He suffered, He died, yet, He said, “I knew you and I loved you in My mind before you existed.”
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Jesus said, “When I was on the cross, I saw you.  Do you believe Me, that I saw you from the past?” 

I was so shocked because in the past, I was not a good person, yet, He knew me before I existed.  And He said, “My son, I knew you forever!” 
But I said, “If you, Jesus, knew the future, why do people continue to sin?  Are you letting them sin?  Can you say that you loved me, even though I was sinning?”

Jesus said, “My son, I gave you freedom to sin or not to sin.  But I know that you suffer by sinning.  I gave My life for your happiness and to learn who you are.  This is why today I love you forever.”

You suffered for all of us.  Still, it’s worse today.  Why does God still love you even though you have become blind by sin?  If you know who you are, you forget to sin.  You feel like you are in heaven today because love is so sacred. 

“I feel sorry for all the people.  I gave My life for you.” 

I was very shocked.  “You still love us after all this sinning? I asked Him.
Jesus said, “You make a fire, but then you find a hose to put the fire out.  That’s why I gave My life ... to become like water for you.  Born again.  You become a new baby again.  My gift for you is to find love – to be born again.  The future is more important than the past.  How I love you.

Congratulations, my young.  You recognize My love.”

Roger
With the Spirit