Before I Died I Used to Be Like This

October 9, 2009

I knew nothing. I had to learn to find love. But all the people used to be weak and me too. Today I am born again. That means before I died, I was like this before…any excuse for myself to be weak and to feel sorry for myself and say, ‘I just wish to be happy’ but it was not the truth, only an excuse.

Are you sinning so much, getting weaker, wishing that the end of the world would come soon? Even yesterday I wished that the end of the world would come soon because I didn’t feel happy, I didn’t feel strong, I used people and made excuses. Soon all the people I knew wished to die because they were not happy in the world.

I used to be blind. I would say I suffered or made any excuse to be weak. I would even say, ‘You like this!’ and continue sinning. Today it is time. I am born again. What does it mean to be born again? Imagine if people are weak in the past, sleeping around with each other but not by love. They used the excuse that they ‘feel lonely’ before. Why is it the people refer to the Blessed Mother as the Virgin?

The Blessed Mother gave the world to learn to be humble and to respect from the heart, not the body. We saw the Blessed Mother but She had her foot on the snake. She was a servant of God to teach people to find God. That means when the devil (snake) asked Her, ‘Do You love me?’ the Blessed Mother said, ‘No! Get out of here! I know My Father. Don’t look like a devil. Recognize My heart and not My body by pride!’

Now today there is something beautiful to learn. Imagine an old man and woman. They are old but they have a new baby who is not old like them. Is it a Miracle for the baby to be young like this with an old father and mother? Jesus said, Be born again. An old man becomes young again.

Can you recognize the Miracle when Jesus said (And please don’t forget this, people!) God loved the world so much. You are sinning every day but Jesus said, Become born again. Change your past to become one. Your past means nothing. Teach love and become born again yourself.

Because God is there to recognize love. It’s a Miracle to recognize love, to be blind no more. You love the children because you become one with the one you married in the children.

There is something more powerful now. First you become married, but you are weak. Why, because the body is more important than the heart. Many people say, ‘I will marry someone because I believe I love you from the heart.’ It’s not because you feel love in the heart but because you feel lonely. Don’t use this as an excuse because you feel lonely.

Why do people become married? Because you won’t feel lonely anymore. But you have learned nothing yet. You think you feel happy finally because you are married but why is it today
that people who become married wish to quit now? They become sick. The body has become more important than the heart. You are sick and tired of being weak. Why was there a Miracle of becoming married and becoming born again in the young baby and not old like the man and woman?

Remember when Jesus said, If you are not happy, you wish to die soon or if you are weak from the body, at least marry each other and recognize love after.

Remember when Jesus said, Many people died. Leave them alone, they are dead? Jesus was saying this, Your body is more important to you than your heart. That’s why you died. But be born again. It means this…At first you feel weak but then be born again. What does this mean?

Don’t be blind. A newborn is you and me. We have become one. The baby looks like both of us because we have become married and recognize love. If you truly find love from the heart and not because you feel lonely or you’re married, you will recognize that today you are happy because you recognize that your children (boys or girls) look like you and the father (mother) to be happy. Don’t be blind. And the proof is there today. Your children are so happy, you are born again. You love the children more than the past because you suffered to learn how sacred they are.

I ask all the people this today. If there were no children living, would you be happy without the young? That means the children change your life to recognize who you are. When you change and you learn something together you are so happy you say, ‘God, I love you!’ You recognize God. How sacred your children are for you to recognize who you are in your heart!

It’s so powerful, they will forget to sin or be weak and they will want to stay home with mom. Can you see something incredible today? If you die today, you are ready with God because you recognize love, not by the body but by the heart. God is ready with you. You feel in Heaven. How sacred are your children to be born again.

Plus more…It doesn’t matter how old they are, young or old to be born again. You become very blessed to be born again with love in the heart. You will feel in Heaven. Heaven and here are the same thing.

Did you learn something yourself? Your children are ready to teach others to find love. They are so blessed in the heart, not the body. Other young will find them and say, ‘Why are you so happy?’ They will answer, ‘Why not?’

Why do I ask this today? I became like a father to a young man. He feels born again. His mother and father say, ‘I love you, my child’ but they don’t realize what they are saying. Even if you do everything for them, they are still not happy. Can I ask you people something? You recognize that when a new baby comes from you (an old man or woman) it is like you become a baby yourself. It’s a Miracle, isn’t it? You change into something new. You used to be old but now you recognize love from the heart.

Recognize this. When you become born again it means the past is gone because of the new baby. So there’s no past. That means your past is gone if you recognize love for the baby. How sacred! You recognize yourself as a baby from the past to recognize you will continue to be born again. The future is more important than the past because already the born again has no past and the future is here today.

Blessed are you and recognize from the Father Who loves you to be born again!

Congratulations! Go to school now. The future is more important than the past. You are too young to learn everything. That means you will learn every day to recognize your love for your children to be born again to learn how much I love them. Your children are very sacred because you have become born again. Imagine.

Congratulations. Don’t be blind anymore and go to school, baby.

Yours truly,

Roger Poisson with the Spirit