June 27, 2009

I was very young and I always believed everything I learned from my mother and I can say that my mother told the truth because what she said became normal in the future and what I say is existing here every day.  This story is living here every day – like gold.

Why like gold?  Because my mother recognized that when you learn why you are truly living that means it is very rare, like finding gold.  It is normal for me but rare and impossible in the world.  This is why it is ‘gold’.  You see gold means something very rare.  But for me, it is only normal to see, to talk with the Spirit and to share for the people to recognize that love is so sacred that people want to see you as normal because people recognize love.

Today you could say (and a judge also said this), ‘85% of married people are never happy.  They wish to divorce and to fight because they do not recognize love.  When you truly recognize love from the heart it becomes impossible to quit. 

My mother always talked to me, every day.  ‘Be clean, my son and don’t lie!  Because God, He knows who you are.’  This is why when I myself was a young boy some people didn’t believe what I said.  They didn’t believe anything I said and I was always accused of everything.  Now I realize what I used to say, ‘To me it is more important that God knows the Truth.  That’s good enough for me!’  I believed that my Father – He knew me because my mother used to say, ‘He knows me.’  He knew my mother!  And I believed what she said.

Today you will be very shocked.  How sacred it is!  How fascinating!  It is time now for the priests to see how sacred God is. 

Tell the people to realize Who I am, to remember Me.

Jesus said, Close the Book because the Book is Me, alive!  A true priest…my mother fell in love with God because the priest looked like God.  My mother recognized that Jesus was living and she couldn’t forget this for herself.  (It is Me, because I love you.)  ‘I give My life to be a father and you are a daughter.’  It is not only to look like God.  It is time for the priests to realize, ‘I married you, my Father!’  And God says, Become one with Me!

Today a Miracle is happening here because the Father said, My son, pray with Me, become one with Me.  This is why when you pray you join your fingers with Mine.  That means when you pray this afternoon, you become one with Me.  This is the Miracle that God teaches Me. 

My son, you know Me, My son.  See My hands, My son and the red flowers and the green?  Pray with Me.  My Father is with us because my Father is like you!

It is not only that you pray.  It is not only this.  Because now you are talking to the Father because the priest is there with his hands in the Father’s to pray.  We saw the Father’s hands and they join with the priest’s to become one.  Recognize and learn that when you pray it means you are sharing from the heart to become one with Me.

My Father and you become one.  When you become one you become the Father in that you love the world like the Father Who gave up His life for you and do the same thing.  It is so sacred and teach people to recognize love from the Father.  Don’t feel unhappy, or like quitting or like doing something different.

If you truly recognize love the world will be with you and they will wish to be happy every day because your Father and you have become one.  This is why my mother since the time she was a young girl always wanted to become a nun.  Because she recognized God!  But my mother’s father told her, ‘Don’t become a nun!  You will marry this guy.’  That is why she became married.  She always said, ‘I always wished to be a nun but my father forced me to get married!’  My mother always said this.

At first it looks very sad because my mother loved God but her father said, ‘Get married!’  But now I realize that my mother gave me a Christmas present because she always said, ‘My Christmas present for you is to recognize God!  We are very poor,’ she said, ‘but I always feel rich because my ‘gold’ is to recognize the sacred.  You will always recognize Christmas is with you because you will learn to be always happy, never lonely, always laughing.  You will see God and the saints in person!’

I know people don’t believe because they won’t understand what we mean.  But every day I would laugh and talk with them.  I would see them but people thought I was crazy.  I went to school and I didn’t listen to anything but I always won and knew everything.  Even my father said, ‘God is not truly honest because he doesn’t listen to anything at school and he does nothing, yet he knows everything!  Whereas my other son goes to school everyday and knows nothing!’

It was the thirteenth, my birthday. All my life I felt unhappy, hoping every day to be happy some day.  But now it was my birthday, so I went out on my own because now I was older, a young man.  Plus now my father couldn’t say anything because I was older.  A friend and I went to a party.  I remember I drank a beer.  I met a woman there.  She had on a coat and wore sunglasses.  But she looked at me and this was the first time I was happy because my father was always angry at me. 

Maybe you will laugh today when I tell you this, but it is the Truth.  The woman looked at me and said, ‘I’m pregnant.’  But I never slept with her and never even touched her.  But I had kissed her on the cheek and she told me, ‘I’m pregnant.’  I believed this myself and I was all ready to run away because my father was always so tough and now the woman had become pregnant.  I was sure my father would kill me. 

I sinned in the past but I didn’t realize what it meant before.  But as soon as I sinned I felt lonely in my life right away.  I always missed something but I had no idea what it was then.  Twice I married. At first, what I wanted for myself was to find love but all people today say, ‘I will marry’ because I’m sure that people think they will recognize love because they sleep around all day.  All people used to think, ‘Love means to sleep around.’  All people were like this at first.

I remember when I was working in Ottawa.  This woman was very troubled and became almost crazy.  I saw her doctor who said to me, ‘I’m sure that if you marry her she will change her life.’  I told the priest, ‘Marry us so the woman can change her life.’  So she married me but it became worse.  Because people always say, ‘I recognize love’ but first they sleep around with each other all day.  ‘I’m sure I’ll find love if I sleep around with the woman all day’.  But it got worse.

Many years later when I was single another woman said to me, ‘I wish to marry you.’  As for me, I was sure I had found love and at the same time now, I married this girl.  But then she said to me, ‘I married you but I don’t love you.  But you looked like a nice guy.  Plus, I had a baby before I knew you and I gave it away.  As well, my father raped me.  That’s why I told you I loved you because at least you love me.’ Already this says ’your body’ is more important.

I was always very lonely myself because I wished for somebody to love me.  I thought if I got married and we slept around together it would be enough to change the world.  Again, it didn’t work!

Today, I have become free.  The Spirit said, Now you are free, My son.  Come with Me.  You won’t feel lonely anymore.  You will never feel lonely again.  Teach the people to recognize the gift is to respect and to find love from the heart and not by the body.

The first time I learned this was years ago.  I remember my mother wanted to become a nun because of the priest.  Why?  Because first, she saw a true priest who recognized love and to share.  Then you could say you love each other and you feel happy.

Even just now the Spirit said, I see this young girl today.  You miss her because she looks like a good girl in the heart.  When you saw her today you felt happy because you love her from the heart like a father loves a daughter.  You are so happy because, ‘My daughter…I love her so much.  I miss her.’ 

When I saw her I was shocked because in my heart I was sure I wouldn’t see her for weeks because she was on holidays.  But I saw her and right away I felt like I was in Heaven.  I am so blessed to be there as your father.  My daughter…I missed her and she came in person.  Plus, she was happy because she realized how much I love her.  That’s why she drives all the way to eat her lunch here because she recognizes somebody loves her.  We recognize when somebody loves us from the heart.

That’s why the priests must recognize and share love with the young, for them to recognize how sacred My children are.  

Pray for the priests and thank them for recognizing love.  The future is more important than the past.  Teach love for the priests and nuns because they blessed you.  Don’t forget the hands.  We saw this last night in the Miracle of the hands.  It is a Miracle we saw together.  No excuses, we saw this!

The Spirit said to me, Tell the priests to recognize love because you married God.  Become one.  Because the Father and you become one, priests.

God bless you, priests and nuns!  Learn to love, to become like a father.  It’s like you married the whole country.  Never say, ‘I became a priest because I didn’t want to get married.’  Don’t say this anymore because you have become like a father for your country.  Don’t quit.  Be a true father.

Blessed are you the priest to recognize the Spirit!

Yours truly,

Roger Poisson