At first, the Spirit said to me, “Do you remember Me?”
“Yes,” I said.
The Spirit continued, “Do you understand what I say? It is not that you know My name and where I am.
It’s time to learn a lesson.
Do you remember when I first began to speak with you?”
“Yes,” I said, “I remember you talked with me every day, like this.”
The Spirit said, “Ha! You remember everything. Tell Me the past.”
“Well,” I said, “it depends on what You are talking about.”
The Spirit said, “You forget already. Don’t say that you know Me. When you know more, you won’t forget anything with Me and you will change your life. Do you realize who I am? You will learn, but you must listen forever. You forget already. If you truly change, you cannot forget anything. Remember ... patience. Are you patient?”
I said, “Now I know what You are saying to me.”
The Spirit said, “Oh ... you know now. Then you did forget Me. Imagine ... I know the future.
I ask you to find patience. Do you remember this My son?”
I said, “Teach me to learn patience.”
The Spirit continued, “Remember My son when I asked you, ’Do you believe Me?’ Remember that I taught you patience in learning how to balance a card on its’ edge? First, you had to be honest and listen to Me when I told you where to place each card.”
“I remember I began to learn in the afternoon,” I said, “and it went until 3:00 a.m. It wasn’t until then that I could stand one card on its’ edge.”
The Spirit said, “You see ... you believed Me. Congratulations. Then I told you that you could balance three of them. If you believed in Me, you could balance six, seven and more on their edges.”
I said, “I remember I believed, yet I also thought I would never get to sleep again. But You had said, ‘Believe in Me.’
I remember saying, “Jesus, I believe in You.”
The Spirit then said, “It’s good enough now. You have learned.”
Now, the Spirit reminds me of something else.
“You forgot this ... you got angry in the past.”
I remember a very religious man had called me.
He said to me, “Roger, I believe everything that you say to me, but my son is angry with me because I believe in you. I asked him to see you in person.”
When I went to the man’s house, I saw that the son was very abusive to his father about his belief. Even the mother was crying. The more that the son talked, the angrier I got. I forgot to be patient.
The Spirit said to me, “Calm down. See My miracle for the son.”
So I said to the son, “You are a very religious man, yet you don’t believe anything. Are you normal?”
I never said to the son, “I am like God”. No.
But the Spirit gave me to share with people my belief in God – to be strong and better with God.
“Prove that your God is with you... you are full of b.s.”, the son said.
The Spirit said, “Patience My son. Do nothing with anger.”
Then the son realized from the calm that I had, that I had been given a gift.
The son then apologized to me, “I’m sorry that I judged you.”
And I said, “You decide what you want. Myself, I am clean.”
Last night the Spirit asked me, “Do you forget to be patient My son ... so that it starts again?”
I answered, “I know what You say – that I don’t have enough patience. But teach me more ... to be humble and learn from You.”
“Not one person is worthy to be with God. If you are twins, you will love everybody. The worst one is your best friend. Then you will recognize that you work for Me, to teach people to find love.
It is time to listen more. Have patience forever. You will recognize you are in heaven because you will become twins with everyone – all together – not one better than the other ... twins all together.
Blessed are you to be with Me.
By the way ... ‘patience’.
Learn forever. Patience is good. It means that you live forever. Without patience, you will be dead. I just love you. Be patient with Me. Be with Me.
Bless you.”
Yours truly,
Roger Poisson with the Spirit